CHELSEA Saturday, March 19, 2005
sigh... im dying of guilt... well, maybe of depression also. didn't you notice tt there is nothing positive in my life? argh... im so guilty!!! i noe tt 2 ppl r h8ing me right now, i dun really blame them you noe... im suddenly realising tt im so "mean" well e ppl who h8 me, im sorry k? im lyk giving a public apology... lol... why am i actually loling? i shouldn't actually be in such a position. i dunno how 2 face e 2 ppl right now... im scared. im wondering wad they'll do 2 me. i hope they'll still stay my fwen.so sad, holidays r over! i miss e sleeping time...lol... oh & late nite tv watching 2! & lazin' around @ home 2. no more long, long, long, long talks on e phone... & i emphasize on the word LONG. i hate school except 4 e fwens & the talking parts. other than tt, yup, i hate school. i wish we would have more chinese periods... cuz we have e coolest & e hippest chinese teacher in e whole school... country you think... well i thing e perfect title would be e coolest & hippest teacher in the whole universe. oh, i wish we had less english math & science classes. let them b taken up by chinese!
2 b honest, i didn't lyk chinese b4... actually i h8ed it! im not e best in chinese in e whole class either. actually, i speak english @ home! well e weird thing is, im not comfortable speaking chinese to anyone other than my tuition teacher, chinese teacher & a few fwens occasionaly... i guess this is e only post with a not so cold, or boring ending i've ever posted. gotta run...